Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Dear Mike,

It's been 6 years since I saw you last. I can't believe that I actually lived through the heartache.

There were times when I thought things would never be normal again. Everyday was just like the day you left me and I just couldn't imagine how I could possibly go on without you, but I did and it was hard.



I just want you to know that I still love you with all my heart and soul. You always told me that you would wait for me on the other side and I just want you to know that I am coming, just no yet.



Ann Marie had Julie Ann and it was so hard for her, you not being there but I told her that you see Julie Ann and you are watching over her. I guess you know that she now has a set of twins that will be a year old next month.

I was with Billy tonight and I see your eyes in him. It touches my heart when I look into his eyes. God I wish you were here.



I just want you to know that I still love you, no matter what has happened. You always wanted me to get married again and I did, but my heart is still with you. Bobby said that if his first wife came back, he would tell her that he is married and she would have to leave. If you came to that door right now I would be the happiest person in the world. There are a lot of things in life that you can change, but this is not one of them. So the best I can do is tell you that I still love you and to please wait patiently for me.



Love you forever,

Linda